Im 20 and she is 18
I have been lonely for atleast 1 year, recently I met a girl in facebook, we haven't meet at all but she knows me well coz my sister is her best friend!
We had a chat on first day, she asks me my number as a friendship then she call me one after the other call, i had nothing about her in my mind, but the way she call up and the words she uses made me fall for her! Just after 3 days i started approaching to her and even she understood me! Then 4th day i proposed her and she said "give me some time" and days pass and we became lover, one day she told me that she had a ex boy even went for sex, still i said i accept u! Coz i love her! Then our relation was on in phone, the worst thing i had was her pass ex boys story! However i tried to control myself! I was never hard on her though she was too hard on me!
Few days later i planned to visit her then even she agree to stay with me!
On the day i was going to take the ticket she said she will not be able to meet her lets make it next time! I was broke and sad but i never showed her, however when i came back, she call me up and told can we just be friends, coz i like u but i dont love u! And i cant forget my ex boy, i still love him in my heart, i got f**k up, i was so angry. Then we had a quarrel, then i stop contacting her and deleted her from fb!
Now I miss her should I go back or move forward!

hello,

You're 20 and the road of life is waiting for you; your way will be either a hard way or an easy one depending on choices you'll make.

My way of seeing life now that I am just a little bit more than twice older than you and is completely different and based on my own experiences.

I would tell you to go ahead and keep on smiling to life, fully convinced and ready to welcome happiness and success in everything that will show up in the future.

What is important for you to remember when thinking about that girl is that she had the courage to tell you the truth. Lots of others are not as lucky as you are. Maybe, she took some time to let you know that she doesn't share your feelings but at least she didn't let you dream of something that doesn't exist.

Right now, she still loves her ex. Maybe they will go back together, maybe not. She proposed you to be your friend. It's up to you to decide if you can be her friend and only her friend.

Everyone has a soul mate. You'll find yours soon or late. Be confident that yours is waiting for you to find her.
You don't know what is hidden behind the corner as long as you don't reach the corner. Get up and walk.

Good luck