I've ended up a relationship that we both know wouldn't work out. My parents were against it because he was less educated. I was very much in love with him but the pain and stress from my parents were far too great.

To be honest after the breaking up I felt a huge relief though I've cried for days. Now I started to date new guys but couldn't forget about my ex. Non of the new dates led to second dates. I refused to. I don't even feel like going out with them on the first place but they had the qualities that my parents are looking for so I thought I'll give them a go (so sorry to all men out there I'm really not playing with love). My ex's still in my thoughts everyday and I cried myself to sleep almost every single night.

At times I feel I've made to wrong decisions. Should I let my ex know I'm still very much in love with him and ignore my parents' feelings or maybe it's just the matter of time till it gets better and I meet the right one?