The reason I was planning on going to Florida was for my girlfriend...god, I love her. I can't imagine losing her. She is everything to me, literally, the only person I can seriously talk to...or cry in front of. She makes me feel so special. The first night we actually talked, I knew we had something...we understood each other. Nobody makes me feel the way she does. I could go on, i don't want to bore you... Anyway...I hate saying this, but...I don't think I can follow her to Florida next year. I know it might be a horrible choice, but I just don't think I can do it. I love her with all my heart, which is why it's so hard for me to tell her this. I don't know what to do.