Ok so I just got a random txt from my two best friends both saying I've change to much and they don't like me anymore they say I treat ppl bad (I only be a ***** if ppl make me feel bad about myself or are bitches to me)
Act like I'm lez and do wrong/gross stuff (ok so I think they got this because we were having an akward off and i kept gettin close to them but not as close as they were.. They were Eskimo kissin for gosh dang! )
Nd that I'm lazy and messy (when one of them are lazyier and messy-er then me!)
N I try to be funny but I ruin the joke (I honestly don't try to be funny)

But now idk what to do cause they were my besets friends and everyone that I hang out with hangs out with them to and now there is no-one to go to and I just want to cry and commit suicide... I'm almost 13 and going to 7th grade btw and I'm very insecure!!

hmm...DONT KILL YOURSELF! you could cry but dont kill yourself. That will not solve anything!! Just because your best friends dont like you as much doesnt mean its the end of your life. You have your whole life to find better friends. And dont start giving up now. First, think about if they are really right. Have you changed, In the littlest or the biggest ways? If so, try to change back. Or, if you think you shouldnt change yourself, remember, You cant please everyone. I know they are you best friends, but if they dont trust you, then you gotta find better friends. If you cant let go, Try being in their shoes, How would you feel if your best friend started acting different. You would want them to change back wouldnt you? Its either find new friends, or change who you are and be with your best friends?