my bf told me he didn't have sex with his ex.which was one the important thing in my life.but i have come to know that he really did it.so i wanted breakup with him.but he cried,cut his hands,attempted suicide also.so seeing him i didn't break with him.1 month has gone.and m totally out of love with him. now i don't believe him at all.i feel suffocated when he is around me.
i had tried my best but couldn't love him again.cause i believed him like anything.loved him.
but now i want him out of my life.but don't want him die.
what can do now??

I am facing the exactly same situation.She lied me.Even to make it worst I lost my virginity to her before i came to know this.It was like salting my wounds.I can feel you.It hurts I know.But in my case I love her,so I just try to forget it.I think you should give him a chance.Learn to forgive people.I think try to forget about all this and think of your speacil moments! If nothing helped,then go ahead and break up!