Ohkay , so me & this one boy were dating for like eight months . He lied to me a lot about smoking & etc.. I told him not to do it & he would say he quit , then I would find out that he didn't quit at alll . So I broke up with him . From what I can tell , he still smokes . & I don't think I'd believe him anymore If he said he didn't . now I have a new boyfriend , I reallly like him . But I wouldn't exactly say I love him yet . But I deff wouldn't wanna hurt him . But I still talk on the phone to my ex allll the time , he's like my Very best friend . & even though he used to lie to me , he was always my best friend & I still love him , always have from the first time I said it . I can't help but love him :/ he may lie to me a lot , & maybe he's lost a lot of my trust in the past months , but he's the only person who actuallly seems like they're always there for me . He's the only one I can honestly say I can talk to about anything . He knows exactly what to say to make me smile & laugh & he just always cheers me up . It's like , I'm always in a happier mood when in talking to him . I can go from being reallly depressed , to having the biggest smile one my face from one phone call from him . But I'm 14 , so I'm young . & I'm trying to move on , which is why I got a new boyfriend . Hoping that it would keep my mind off of my ex a little bit . But now that my ex knows I have a bf , I think he's trying to love on also , cause he's always flirting with other girls & asking them on dates & stuff now . & I hafta say , I am actualllly reallly jealous . It's like , I'm trying to move on , but I don't want him to . I know it's realllly mean , but that's how I feel :/ I miss how I used to be the onllly one that he liked . I know that if i want to move on , that I probably have to stop talking to my ex . But I just can't :( I get like depressed if I go a day without talking to that boy . It's like I wanna move on , but then again I don't :/ & he doesnt wanna just be friends , h

Your young and you will have many more boyfriends before you find TRUE love. Move on, at this time in your life what you 'love' about this young will eventually change and mature as you grow. Most people that have the 'I don't want to be just friends' mentality can turn mean, abusive and overbearing in the relationship. You are much to young to even be thinking you are in love. Let it go, move on, stop talking to him. You're digging a hole for yourself. Step out of it now, focus your love on YOURSELF and in time real love will find you.

And FYI anyone that lies that much to you will never be faithful or devoted to you in any way. Think about it.