Okay, well maybe not so much RELATIONSHIP, but potential to be. This guy I've liked since FOREVER just... made a move? And I'm completely confused. When I was about 14 this kid used to shove me against the wall in high school and tell me that I was a "spoiled rich *****" and that he HATED me. I have a boyfriend, but he's 26 and I'm only really with him cause... well the situation's messed up but it isn't really a choice, being with him... He's gorgeous. He used to be a model and he's rich but I just can't seem to get into it. The boy I said I've like since forever also used to date a girl who used to be my best friend. We were at a party and he just kind of started to hold me. And it's like it wasn't obvious, like he started by putting his arm around me and I didn't pull away. He just kind of ran his fingertips down my arm and my hands and we started holding hands, and then we started kind of just snuggling, and somehow we kind of just ended up making out. I had a dream about it the night after and I woke up, I **** you not, HUGGING myself! This is ridiculous. I've had lots of boyfriends and I've never felt this way before. I feel like I'm in love. I have liked this kid and went back to periodically thinking about him since I was like, 11 and I'm now 16. He's 17 and I'm 16 and it just feels like it makes a whole hell of a lot more since... but where did that come from when he's always acted like he HATES me? I've talked to him since and he claims he loves me now. I'm just so confused. This is so damn hazy.
I realize I'm not asking a real clear question here, but just an outsider's look on the whole situation would be nice. I guess here's the obvious one but ah, what should I do? Does he really like me or what?
-Anonymous