Well Ive talked to my mum but we don't like talking because we always end up arguing and our talks go nowhere. I did go to the doctors in January and she recommended me a place to visit about councelling but my mum told me not to go there because it's a local place (I live in a small town) and I might awkwardly bump into somone. And that was the end of the matter. I've not felt as bad the past few months but I still feel bad and it needs sorting out.

I don't know the differences between councelling and therepy but I hear that councelling is really hard to get in the uk and I just find therepy this middle-class thing about people moaning

I have no friends to talk to about this btw  

To be honest, the people saying talk to god are right, god is always there for you.

And when i was having problems with friends, and not having anybody to talk to, somebody new came to our school and i was selected to be his friend and show him around. We were close but not as close anymore, but we are still friends and i can trust him and talk to him about problems.
You will find somebody.


Good Luck.
JL