Please help me. I'm about to seek for professional help. I'm literally sick. It's been 3 years of being madly in love with this guy. He was my first man. I had other relationships, but no one ever made me feel this way. He broke up with me two weeks from now. It happened before. I was trapped in the cycle of break ups and make ups. Right now I realize I didn't know how to end the relationship. He wants us to be friends, he says he cares about me. I know he's seeing someone else now. It's killing me. I know I have to move on and live my life, meet new people, but I can't. If I meet a new guy, I have this feeling of rejection. I hate it. What can I do?