bno me fall in love with a girl who goes to my church and we love it but it turns out I leave the country to study at the Universidad Javeriana in Colombia entncs is supposed to be happy right?

ps I have not lost all my motivation my joy and I have a mild depression, I have lost my notes even to listen to music sometimes it bores me made me very happy and now you can see it for 5 years and she is very much in love cry me and not know this and do not want him to suffer
xq long distance relationships just cause pain for not having the other person about
forget it or tell me every time I try to forget what I do is remember and suffer most are days when I spend a bit better but there are other days when I am nsiquiera meaning to this life

but I have to force my studies come first