Hi, well I really hate school, I hate everything about it, my friends are horrible to me and when I get the slitest bit embarrassed my whole face goes bright red, even my friends take the Mickey out of that or they just shout look your face has gone bright red. I feel like I'm trapped at school. And when I'm at home I feel so relaxed I look at my mum and think omg you are so lucky to be at home all day doing why you want when you want. We go back to school tomorrow and I just want to stay at home. Most of the tine I pretend to be ill just so I can stay at home, please can you tell me how I can feel more positive towards school or to enjoy life rather than sat at home although I feel more relaxed at home , thanks xx

Try to find new friends or focus yourself in a certain activity you love. School can be undeniably cruel and unforgiving, but remember that someday you'll be out of school and you're preparing yourself for the future. The world isn't an easy place; there are thousands of rude and horrible people, and sometimes life doesn't work the way you plan. But you should also be happy that you are so happy at home, because sometimes people absolutely hate their home and wish to never, ever see it or their family again.
You could try talking to a teacher if you are close to them or trust them. Teachers aren't just their to teach, most of the time they are amazing at advice, too, since they have experienced the real world and problems of their own. If they say "your face has gone bright red", you could always tell them you don't appreciate it. Or if they are being mean, you could say, "please stop it, I don't feel like you're being fair or nice to me." If it gets bad, you probably aren't friends with the right people.
good luck