I'm 21 and my bf is 30. Today is our 1 year anniversary (he is my first bf ever) I thought it was supposed to be special. To do something we don't normally do which is go clubbing. Its 6 o clock right now and he was barely with me all day. I expected something nice or at least different for the day....but no. I'm so sad I don't know if I should speak up about it. (He knew it was our day because I mentioned it all week and last night)