i love my boyfiend so much that i am afraid to lose him. We spend everyday together and the onee day we didn't is when everything got messed up....yesterday he went to a funeral...and i knew his ex would be there...i tried to stay silent about myworries because i mean it was a funeral...later that day he seemed really distant and ditched hanging out with me to go to a party for the person that died...and i knew she would be there...so i just autmatically freaked out at him...and i was in the wrong...he said that he really just doesn't care about her anymore.and he seemed to get mad at me and then we went out to dinner i thought that would make everything better but he brought up college and how he just knows were gunna break up cus guys will be all over me....and i was getting really mad...and he said he was just having a bad day.....then he got me flowers.........wtf