And that there's a good man that'll find me one day? Im 20 =). However im becoming very doubtful. =(

Yep it's waiting for you. But that's just it. You can't wait too. It's not going to come and get you without some effort on your part. Put yourself out there, talk to people, develop connections.

Romantic love comes much more easily when you love yourself and the world. Focus on other joyous things, whatever you really love doing. If you really work hard at something you enjoy, and keep talking to guys, you're bound to meet one who you like that also likes you.

And remember: if you don't ask, you don't get. So ask anyone you like to have a coffee with you, and see which way things go! Share the beauty of the world with these people you like. Don't obsess about whether or not they are the one that will be with you forever. Without the pressure, love will grow.