I don't know why I'm feeling this....but I am very desperate to have/want a boyfriend. How can I make not to be desperate? ugghhhhh

It's not a good thing to feel desperate because you don't have a boyfriend. When you feel desperate you tend to lower your standards and expectations just to get someone rather than waiting for someone you really want who would be good for you and to you. Keep busy and don't try so hard. Guys can pick up on a desperate girl in a heartbeat and know they will be ripe for the picking. Don't set yourself up for that or you'll be attracting guys who will use and discard you like an old kleenex!